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Just made a new blog in which all my ranty crappyness is going, i feel like its bringing this blog down xD 

 

End of the week = Pile of ?@!$&£*

  
This is getting repetitive, ranting about things in life, but Fridays, Saturdays and Sundays oh and Mondays SUCK. And if I don’t rant about it somewhere I shall die. O_O So sorry to my followers (though there are few) and my friends who will most likely see this, its too much of a good outlet to let it go to waste ^_^; 

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Another argument with mum has begun about me playing my music “too loud” during the day, WHILE SHE’S IN THE GARDEN!? She can’t hear it, and she exclaims that there’s too much going on in her head, shes been working and she wants to wind down.

Fair enough, I respect that, I give her space, don’t nag her about anything, tidy up as best as I can considering I too have been working all morning at the farm (carrying, lifting sweeping etc is pretty hard work in the hot sun!), but telling me to turn my music down when shes in the garden is unfair. She’s started nitpicking at everything I do and I hate it. Does she even respect the fact that I like to wind down while listening to music?
No. I get no respect, no sympathy no nothing anymore. 
I can’t relax because I’m too afraid to do something that’s gonna make her complain at me which will start off an argument. 
Weekends are for relaxing after a hard week right? Well not anymore. I can’t sit down for two seconds without her complaining. 

Fair enough she has been working all week and wants a break, but shes usually ALWAYS out of the house then she comes back and has a go at me for something. I’m starting to think I’m becoming a way for her to vent her frustrations over the week. End of the week comes and BAM “Christina’s home, lets have a go at her because I’m stressed and she hasn’t been working as hard as I have and shes a lazy child” 

Anyway, good thing about today, GOING TO MISO WITH MY FAV BUDDEHS! 8D 
 
 I miss them so much and I don’t let them know often enough! I’m also really proud of all of them as they’ll be going to Uni soon! They all have good futures ahead of them and I’m honored to know them and have them as my friends
                                                 ♥ Love you guys! 
                                    

(via magic-of-hogwarts)

Goodbye for another week tumblr! I sure hate college internetz, they block tumblr and all the good things on the internet besides youtube :( 

Its just…why? 
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Have a nice week everyone! 
:D

 

theadventur:

Things are getting done, what’s wrong with me O_O

Late last night/ the early hours of this morning, I decided to make Zack a new wig, and achieved it in about an hour and a half. Although my floor is now covered in white faux fur which makes it look like I’ve massacred some innocent animal, I have achieved something! 
   
Also, I’m currently doing an assignment due in tomorrow. ON A MONDAY! I never do assignment work on my day off, have I gone mad? D:  
Its all for the better though as I’d be a panicking wreck tomorrow if i didn’t start it today. Feels like I’m finally learning from my mistakes; two years later…>_>  

Just wanted to include my good friend in this post, so she can see it; 

I hope everything turns out ok for you and I really, really, really, really hope you get better soon! I’m gonna miss you loads, but I wish for your healthy recovery so I can see you again soon! What am Ii going to be without my Daaalinnng </3 

 
You know I’m here if you wanna talk about anything to take your mind off things! I’ll be here to cheer you up ^^

College won’t be the same without you for a few weeks, so get well soon!!! ♥♥♥  

Family, you can’t pick them but sometimes they are the best ♥

Turns out today went from crappy crying angryness to great! 
 

After all that shittyness that happened this morning everything seemed to pan out well when my cousin and her daughter (my second cousin?) arrived.
Its rare to see any family (that aren’t my parents) so this was particularly awesome to see them and my second cousin is so cute o_o ♥

Lots of talking and happinesss 8D   


Also since they just got back from Disneyland Paris I got to see loads of awesome cute pics and videos. I literally had to pretend I was yawning alot to hide my tears of joy 8D 

I can’t believe I’m actually going!
 
Makes me wanna cry just thinking about it :’)  

It was also kinda awesome as my lil second cousin brought her maximus teddy with her 8D WOOHOO for tangled fan girlyness 8’D
But she hates Hook D: How can it be!! I’ll have to win her over some how…. maybe with this?: 

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He’s so sexy I wanna die ♥_♥

What’s great is that more family meet ups seem to be on their way, and even a family reunion, which is friggen awesome as I never see any of my family on both sides and I have so many family members, its stupid that I don’t see them!!! 

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

  
Now to listen to some K-Pop and chill with my sexy BJD boy ^^ ♥  

Mummy loves you Robin!

On another note…
Robin is now subjected to being chased by a small child all day…
Robins “reaction”;  image 

Mummy’s sorry!! 
   
 

Where the fuck did I go wrong?

Time for a much needed rant. 

Ever since I started college and lived on site two years ago, every weekend I come home is depressing, angry and fucking annoying. Mum and I seem to be at each others throats every weekend and its getting to the point where I don’t want to live at home any more.

Last night for example, we had a nice quiet evening, I cooked dinner, we watched a film and everything was fine, then all of a sudden I gave mum a hug before i went to bed and she went and accused me of trying to wipe something on her because I patted her back. It wasn’t a jokey kind of accusation, she asked to SNIFF my hand to make sure, and started shouting! WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!? Can I not give her a hug without getting accused of doing something to “piss her off”? 

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Moving on to this morning/afternoon, I woke up at 12:40 because my phone is dead and I didn’t have an alarm, my cousin is coming over at 1 so i freaked out, and went to find mum to ask her why she didn’t wake me up. 12:54 She’s not in the freaking house. I rang her, she was out, so I’m supposed to open the door looking like a right tramp to my cousin I haven’t seen in like 3 years. Great. She then hangs up on me mid conversation because i was stressing out and comes home and has a go at me for expecting to know my cousin is going to be late and i should have got up earlier. I WOULD HAVE IF MY PHONE WAS WORKING AND IF YOU MAYBE HAD THE COURTESY TO WAKE ME UP AND TELL ME WHERE YOUR FUCKING GOING 10 MINUETS BEFORE SOMEONES SUPPOSED TO ARRIVE?!!?!?! 

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So yeah, this kind of thing happens EVERY WEEKEND! She’ll moan about something, I’ll retaliate because its a stupid complaint then it’ll turn into a full scale argument and something gets thrown at some wall because she can’t see how frustrating and WRONG she is most of the time. To top it all off, Dad is now getting involved and telling me it upsets him to see us fighting. Um..you don’t live with us Dad and that’s an utterly selfish thing to say considering your saying it because YOU don’t like seeing us fight. Try looking at it from our perspective! 

So every weekend I come home to some bullshit that causes me to cry bucket loads and shout like a brat. Apologies to the neighbours.